Musings

So why do we go out
in the wind and the rain
what is it that turns on
or off
in our brain and
takes us up a hill in the fuck
off pouring
RAIN

it's only mid week
there is no prize at stake
no winner, no loser
it's just a mile or 2
we had to make to add
on
to the total

but they add up,
and we beat the
rain
and the cold shoes
the toes going
blue
the looks of strange
and the oh shit never
again
and we go again

obsession or deter
mination
it is a line that
need not be drawn or tried
to explain
in rain
or skies of blue
we ramain true
to the peace of our brain
that says
go again ...

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I have been running
a bit
and possibly been drinking a little too much beer
in between
but there is a lot going on and
my running keeps it together
and helps to clear my head
and focus the mind
from the confusion
and the reality of a change that has
come into my world
the beer is good to help forget
but it is a crutch
a leg up to the escape hatch
whereas a step out the door with only
some miles ahead
is a step to clarity and release
and the quiescence of the turmoiled mind